DiD (Dissociative Identity Disorder) is one of the many mental conditions which are known to plague humans. Extremely uncommon, it is nevertheless so frequently missed in the diagnosis of afflicted people.

But, how many have even heard of it?

Over the past few years I have delved deeply on the Tube, and even via printed documentaries and manuals, to learn as much as I can about this profoundly confounding disease.

DiD is thought to occur in those who have endured REPEATED psychological and physical trauma, and that from early childhood.

The brain itself moves through several developmental phases, the most commonly known being the passage from concrete operations to formal operations. Concrete operations represents the ability to comprehend the literal world; by contrast, formal operations = the abstract world, and its requisite reasoning. Young children operate within the context of concrete operations until they approach puberty; anywhere from age 10 to age 13, formal operations may kick in, but exactly when varies within each individual.

But, the development of PERSONALITY is far less understood, and it is this area of growth within the mind/brain/behavioral matrix which becomes “fractured” during repeating trauma.

Trauma causes a certain “shut down” mechanism to activate, as a sort of protective measure for the mind. But, when shutdown occurs, growth is also halted. The theory suggests that, during this shutdown, personality stops its otherwise normal developmental expression, and freezes wherever it is on the path of growth when the trauma is actually happening. Just like children report that, during sexual abuse, they let their minds go someplace else outside of that which is literally taking place, personality itself does the same kind of thing; it finds a cubby hole, and hides there – indefinitely, only to re-emerge when triggered as time moves forward.

As a result, within each phase of development which trauma infiltrates or invades, personality crystallizes; if a child is abused at age 4, then the 4 year old remains in the brain as its own, complete persona. Each time trauma reoccurs, a new personality phase freezes/crystallizes and becomes an Alter, or one of the number of other personalities which will ultimately manifest over time.

Therefore, a person who becomes afflicted with DiD will manifest between two and as many as a dozen (in extreme cases) different personalities, each able to “switch” on spontaneously when external pressures are brought to bear. Sometimes the behavior of another individual or group will “trigger” a specific personality to front, and that Alter will come forward – beginning to behave as itself within the context of the triggering scenario. Example: a fully mature adult might suddenly begin to act like a young child – speaking like a child, going through childlike rituals (“bankie”; favorite stuffed animal; hugs and kisses….) until another Alter comes forward to take over.

Alters can range between the infantile (as described, above), perhaps a 10 year old, then a teen, maybe a young adult. Gender might bend, as well — some females report alters who are male, and vice versa; others report a change in sexual preference between alters. Each Alter has its own chronological age, physical stature (some are short, others are perceived to be quite tall), introvert or extrovert, from mousy and shy to grandiose and theatrical. Some have different nationalities and verbal accents. Each has their own skills, as well – one might play the piano proficiently; another might be tone deaf.

In nearly all those with DiD, there is always one, core persona. One may be a Protector, coming forward to take care of the Child Alter; another may be an intellectual, preferring to retreat into solitude to read or study. But, the leader is the actual, fully formed personality which is the true adult; all other Alters must, in order to generate full mental health, ultimately FUSE with the core persona to become one complete personality.

Anyone who has been out socially with a friend who seems to present from one extreme to another over the course of a week, or even several hours, might be in the company of someone with DiD. If radical behavioral switches occur, it is best to be very gentle around such individuals as, in many instances, the DiD sufferer may not even realize a switch has taken place. When there is awareness, a degree of humiliation might be present. Great care should be taken, if switches are either observed or experienced.

DiD sufferers lead exhausting lives. Each Alter has its own wardrobe, culinary preferences, and choices for social and private activity – even groups of friends are assigned, per the persona as manifesting. Unlike manic-depressives who, during mania, may travel to exotic destinations and play characters who get involved in multiple relationships, DiDs have DISTINCT lives per their various Alters’ traits and behaviors, and these manifest consistently every time they come forward.

If you think you might have DiD, or know someone who fits the description, there are resources. Go to YouTube, and Search DiD; you will find both delightful and agonizing personal testimonials as well as case studies provided by therapists. Everyone deserves to both feel whole and BE whole; professional therapists trained in DiD are out there, and their goal is to help the DiD sufferer INTEGRATE ALL his/her personalities into one, healthy, whole human.

Here’s to mental health!

Hear! Hear!

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